She will be watever she wants to be
She will sing and dance and compose
songs whenever or wherever she is
She will love and cherish the things that
she wants to love and cherish
She will say anything she wants to say to anyone
She will think watever she wants to think
She will show her emotions whenever the
tyme is needed
She will learn watever she wants to learn
Lastly...She will dream constantly till that
dream becomes a reality
My Story...내 이야기...私の物語
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
well i'm stressed out for the fact the Japanese Idol competition is this Sunday and my team have not even master 50% of the dance to Arashi 'Step & Go'..we definitely gg to die if they cannot get at least 80% by Thursday so that i can at least brush up their mistakes before Saturday comes...
ARRGHH!!!
12:04 AM
Saturday, July 4, 2009
yesterday after the 2nd consultation from doctor i got scared and was about to tear up....
i was so scared that something is wrong with my big toe on my left feet that won't allow me to pursue my passion for performing again...i miss those days back in early november last year...though we only got 3rd place but the passion of performing make me realise that this field is where i want to be in...
it has been difficult for me these days cause i can barel lay the left foot down properly....but i still want to dance and sing like i always do when i'm bored or when i have the urge to do it...its like dancing and singing has become part of my soul that i really want to pursue it..make it my job..
T-T...even now i still take risk to dance even though i was advised only to do light duty...i just cannot leave my dream like that and yes i do not want my dream to end even before i started...
i hope for a miracle..i hope for something that will be able to live up my hopes again...
if i can have one day to perform and dance again like i did last year, i will take the chance....
